I was really battling old patterns and around date 5 was asking myself “is this really for me?”
The answer was yes, yes I am. I was just so used to a nervous system that was about the chase and the dopamine. Sophie is not my usual “type” but was making/makes me feel safe, cared for, and calm which is so against what my nervous system is used to in early dating days.
I am so glad I really listened to Randi Crowe-Holley and Anwar White’s voices in my head telling me to pay attention to how they made me feel. I’m a happy girl!
